Cancer 2002 =========== I had treatment for tonsillar cancer during May--Nov 2002. I have been pretty well recovered since about mid 2003, and my health is no longer a big issue. I wrote the stuff below as the treatment was taking place to keep friends and colleagues informed, and as kind of therapy. I don't want to delete it (other sufferers have found it useful), and I'm too busy to edit it, so I am just leaving it as is. Medical update ============== I have been having treatment for cancer in Cambridge since May 2002. It now seems most likely that I will survive, and the timetable for the final course of radiotherapy is now fixed; this page explains the situation. I should start by thanking all the people who have sent me good wishes. I had a sore throat and swollen left tonsil from mid-Mar 2002, and visited the GP (general practictioner = English for family doctor) several times in Apr and May, suspecting a malignant growth. He referred me to Addenbrooke's towards the end of May, and I had a tonsilectomy 3 days later, on Tue 28th May. The tonsil contained the primary cancer, but by the time of the first operation it had already spread to the lymphatic nodes on the left of the neck. Jun was the most anxious time for me, since the malignancy was confirmed, and in the absence of any further information, I worried that the condition was terminal. On Thu 20th Jun I had a CT scan (computed tomography), providing an accurate 3-dimensional map of the cancer. On Wed 26th Jun 2002 I had a consultation with the specialists, who gave me a very good chance of recovery (70--80\%). I was called into the hospital again for a major operation on Thu 8th Aug, which seems to have been very successful (or miraculously so). I came out of hospital on Wed 14th Aug, with a scar and various aches and stiffness in the neck. I have lost some of the surface nerves in the left neck and shoulder, but no motor functions. The operation, called a modified radical neck dissection, involved cutting into the neck, and cleaning out diseased tissue all the way from the jaw bone to the collar bone. I was in the operating theatre from 9:30 am to about 2:00 pm. The surgeon seems pretty satisfied that he removed all macroscopic traces of the cancer. Altogether the operation and its aftermath went as well as could be hoped. The next stage is a course of radiotherapy, involving 6 doses of radiation per week for 6 weeks, and is fixed up for Thu 19th Sep--Tue 29th Oct. The radiotherapy apparently has some side-effects, including tiredness, temporary drying-up of the saliva glands, loss of taste, and consequent lack of appetite and eating problems. Alcohol is forbidden. I will have to stay in Cambridge, taking medical leave from Warwick for at least 5 weeks, and possibly the whole of Term 1. Miles, Fri 30th Aug 2002 The radiotherapy has now started. It's roughly one 5 minute session every day for 6 weeks. They will zap me from 3 different directions to have the best chance of killing the bad guys and not causing too many innocent civilian casualties. I'm currently feeling very well, but the treatment is designed to make me feel pretty bad over the next 6 weeks, and to allow me to recover. Fri 20th Sep 2002 With 8/34 sessions done, the radiotherapy routine is well established. They clamp my head into a tight-fitting transparent mask, to give the radiographers a fixed coordinate system, and a place to mark targetting guides. Each session takes 5--8 minutes. The side-effects are noticeable: I have a mouth full of glue, and I want to sleep for about 15 hours a day, but nothing especially bad. Sat 28th Sep 2002 17/34, halfway through the course. The side-effects of the treatment have started to make themselves apparent: I have sores at the top and back of my mouth that make it hard to speak and to swallow; and I've just started moulting hair and skin from a little area on the left-hand side of my face. Apart from that I'm pretty well. There's only 3 weeks zapping to go, and I hope that I will recover speedily after that. I'm still busy with my work, and interfering by e-mail with people at Warwick and in my European network. Wed 9th Oct 2002 The last 2 weeks of the course was hell -- I had all kinds of damage around my mouth and throat, and couldn't swallow any food or drink. At the end, obviously starved and dehydrated, I was admitted to the hospital as an in-patient, to be dripped liquid and given food via a pipe to the stomach. After one week in hospital, I am now back home, able to look after myself and feeling much better. The mouth and throat should start repairing themselves soon. Tue 5th Nov 2002 I had my first regular check-up with the consultant at Addenbrooke's on Wed 4th Dec. He says that I am recovering normally, and that there is no indication that the cancer will recur. He says that they have done 40 patients with similar condition over the last 10 years, and have only lost 2, both of whom were worse off than me to start with. The recovery from the radiotherapy is still slow, painful, and so far only partial. But it seems that the ordeal is coming to a conclusion. Thu 5th Dec 2002 I'm feeling altogether better now. The pain swallowing has almost gone, and I can eat a whole repertoire of different things, but not bread or large quantities of rice. I can drink beer, but so far not wine (it stings the throat). I was in Spain for 2 weeks in Dec, where I gave my lectures (2 hours at a time, with constant sips of water). I had various good and not-so-good experiences in the Madrid restaurants. I'm back to normal working at Univ. of Warwick, although I fall asleep during the day even more than usual. I'm planning a 10 day trip to Japan at the start of Mar, followed by another month in Spain. The worst affected part of the beard on the left side currently grows at about 25\% efficiency, and is a kind of visible barometer -- it more or less matches the damaged saliva gland on that side; the radiotherapist says that they will take about 2 years to get back to normal, but with steady improvement in the meantime. Mon 3rd Feb 2003 I'm now very well. The long term prognosis is less than 5\% chance of recurrence of the cancer. I still have some problems with "fried mouth" (the scars of radiation burns to the top and back of the mouth, together with lack of normal saliva), but nothing like as bad as three months ago. I lost more than 20 kgs between Oct 2002 and Mar 2003, but I'm now eating fairly normally, and have put about 5 kgs of it back on. I have a long-term problem with the left shoulder, where the surgery cut the spinal accessory nerve to the trapezius muscle; this is a well-known consequence of accidental or surgical damage to the neck, and is exactly as explained to me before the main operation. It manifests itself as discomfort and stiffness of the shoulder, for which I am supposed to do physiotherapy exercises. Wed 11th Jun 2003